Lol chill out for a bit youngling. If you were to visit her why wouldn't you come back to the "life not worth living", after your trip is over? If you are planning to stay there, there are harder things to acquire than just money for just travelling there, such as work/student VISA. I get that you're madly in love right now, but honestly that girl is not the solution to all of the worlds problems. I guess it's a nice feeling while it lasts, but don't stress yourself too much over it. Acquiring the money to travel to a place if you have a year really shouldn't be a problem, get a job and start investing basically.
Just out of curiosity, for how long have you known her?
Bump for my fellow Simp here
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