Yeet, im dying...
#187
Posted 19 October 2019 - 06:44 AM
#188
Posted 20 October 2019 - 12:47 AM
Sorry for your loss, I had a similar experience my mother killed herself and then my father a year and a day later. Its a horrible experince it never gets "Easier" it just becomes something you live with. I have lost 90% of my family, and alot of my friends Overdoesd, death just becomes an everyday term. The best thing is to remember you have your life, and you can do what you want with it, there have been so many times where i sit there and think about my parents and then my stomach drops and i remember they are gone never to come back, it happens alot.. it stopped me from working at a point because i would just loose my mind.
We are the survivors can make changes and not follow those actions, enjoy what we have, life it is horrible at times but its the outlook we have in our minds that can drag us down.
Glad you had this site to help you, i didnt. I had my wife and that was all. Its rough but life goes on. Church helped me , i know that may sound crazy but i went to church after my mom passed and i noticed that if i actually listened things started to make sense, and my life took a better turn. I had a better outlook on life, and even enjoyed living.
I cant count how man times i slit my wrists ,overdosed and such it all leads back to the same mindset. Keep positive energy around you, it makes everything better,
Find something that has your passion and go with it!
I still haven't gotten enough money to bury my parents, i have there urns in my house... its horrible
Edited by Mrfaust, 20 October 2019 - 12:48 AM.
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